i just dont post on here anymore because i just dont know what to say. i mean the fact that anyone, including stalking weirdos and ex boyfriends or family, could read what i write used to make me feel like i was really being brave when i would post my thoughts and writing for the world to see. but now, i just feel scared to be myself and scared to share or post. and i dont really know why im posting this, except just to say, i wish i was brave again.
love bites
•08/19/2008 • Leave a CommentHere is my latest entry for JPG Magazine…
Check it out and if you like it vote, give it props, and/or favorite it!
im alive, if you care…
•08/16/2008 • Leave a Commenti havent been on much, i havent been trying too hard, things have been quite a mess lately.
at the end of may someone tried to break into our house and attacked kyle leaving him with 16 stitches and a deep gash in his arm. luckily he was able to keep them out, but it was very traumatic for both of us. after that we decided to move and went through all of that mess and now we are finally moved and pretty settled in our new house.
i was recently diagnosed with cancer and my job has been awful to me and finally fired me early this week. i will have a surgery to try to get it out of me next week. i have been even more of an emotional wreck than normal, and have been feeling terrible, so that is really bad.
the good side of it… more time to be online, i guess. maybe ill start posting more regularly.
long time
•03/18/2008 • Leave a Commentyeah. i know. but like i had to venture into the real world and i like work and stuff now. i dont know. i mean yeah its really lame. but like they give me lots of money and so i can buy lots of stuffz, oh and of course pay my bills. but anyway, i am still here, still my sexah little self, still being stupid just to annoy people and entertain myself. i hope that i shall resume posting soon. until then im still posting pics on buzz ———->>>>> (yeah just clicky over on those pics at the right and you can see mas) oh, and of course you can always just e-me. i wanted to tell you these meaningless things and also one meaningful thing…
most of all just remember
be happy, it’s your life…
it’s a celebration biatches!
brb
•01/29/2008 • Leave a Commenttrying to get my life in order.
may take a bit, it is quite a mess right now.
make today count
•01/14/2008 • Leave a Comment
i absolutely adore this photo by my friend cueballsphotos and don’t understand why it hasn’t been featured on buzznet. just wanted to share this with you today, along with these words from my friend skorps…
Tell those who you love that you love them, and look them in the eyes when doing so.
Call your parents and talk to them for more than five minutes.
Give any spare change you have to that homeless person you walk past everyday.
Smile 
Have a good week all, life is far too precious to waste.
