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Monday, April 10, 2006 priorities i have been working so much lately that i have not allowed myself time to get online, read, write, take pictures, talk to my friends, or spend time with the ones i love most. but all that is going to change now. i am getting my priorities straight and i am no longer going to work those 14 hour days because what was that all for? did i think i was getting ahead? because i wasn't. i was actually just getting behind. on everything that matters. so, i am going to start writing again. and here i am writing on my old site. (i sure wish i hadn't of deleted all of my old stuff... years and years of work all down the drain) i am also going to start as one of the authors for Dopamine Addict which will force me to actually write - so that i will not only write mundane diary-like entries like this one. i am going to start taking pictures again. kyle bought me the most awesome digital camera for christmas and i haven't even gotten to really play with it yet. what has been wrong with me? everything i see in my mind i say, "oh, there's a picture" - but i haven't picked up the camera in months to do anything creative or even to capture memories. i am getting a new job. i have been offered a modeling job that i am considering (and no it is not porn) and i am also interviewing for other jobs where i won't have to put in ridiculous hours and have no time off. its not worth it - not to me. i am going to start reading again. books and blogs, magazines and street signs, spray painted walls and bathroom stalls... everything. i am going to start keeping in touch with my friends. i joined MySpace - despite my despise of MySpace and to my delight i have gotten back in contact with alot of friends who i had lost touch with and might have never talked to again. i am going to start writing and calling and visiting and stop putting it off or turning the ringer off. i am going to make time to spend not just time but quality time with those i love. i am getting my priorities straight. i don't want to die with unlived lives in my veins and regret caught in my throat. by K @ 9:31 PM |
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